Life and Living 2004-11-07 // 12:02 p.m. Yesterday I was in major breakdown mode. You know, it comes and goes...waves. This brings stomach pain, stress induced they used to tell me. I should really be visiting doctors to remedy these current problems/issues, but...there is no but, I really should take care me. Of these mental plagues that keep causing physical ailments. I've lost the ability to think in complete/coherent thoughts. My brain is everywhere. I am lost, but you know, I'm kinda found in a way also. I've been pushing communication lately. Getting no response. Pushing too hard? I just need to discuss life with someone. Anyone. No one is around. It’s hard. I’m doing it. This is odd. I'm 23 now. < rewind fast forward > older Paris - 2005-03-12 Finally getting excited - 2005-03-03 Or we could call him Rocky - 2005-02-24 The wrong girl - 2005-02-19 Here's one for the record books: posted in all 3 blogs - 2005-02-15 rings
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